ROM pt 5

 suas enormes mãos 

em minhas curtas curvas

eu caos

o barco que atracou no meu caos

rasgou-se as velas

cresceu-se forte pedra

por de baixo

e agora parece afundar 

lentamente.

im not here

 Here Without You

3 Doors Down

Essa música é terrivelmente clichê, mas era a música que eu mais ouvia quando entrei na escolinha de inglês.

A hundred days have made me older

Since the last time that I saw your pretty face

A thousand lies have made me colder

And I don't think I can look at this the same

But all the miles that separate

They disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you, baby

But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you, baby

And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you, baby

But you're still with me in my dreams

And tonight, it's only you and me, yeah

The miles just keep rolling

As the people leave their way to say hello

I've heard this life is overrated

But I hope that it gets better as we go, oh, yeah, yeah

I'm here without you, baby

But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you, baby

And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you, baby

But you're still with me in my dreams

And tonight, girl, it's only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go

It gets hard, but it won't take away my love

And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done

It gets hard, but it won't take away my love, oh, oh, oh

I'm here without you, baby

But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you, baby

And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you, baby

But you're still with me in my dreams

And tonight, girl, it's only you and me, yeah, oh, yeah

Oh, oh, oh

E eu não estava apaixonada.

E toda santa vez que eu ouço essa música eu me lembro da escolinha de inglês em que eu era bully nada, nada, eu me sentia nada, eu sentia saudades de mim, porque eu no fundo sabia que eu era muito melhor que isso. Continuei sem saber sobre o que dizia a música porque na verdade eu odiava inglês.

 é porque me fez tão forte.

 por que deus me fez tão fraca?